Can't wait to meet ya lucky #13.

Startin' off the new year with a clean slate - 2013, let's do this!  Sayonara 2012!  Above is the prepped and pristine beginning of what will be the third self-portrait in line to the two below.

Self-portrait #1 - cap gun and apple toy, self-portrait #2 - can phone, what ever will self-portrait #3 have in store?

What good would a new year be without beginning a painting of a moose on a cart?

 Moose. On. A. Cart.

Specimen Landscape is done and dusted.

Interior Specimens

This Specimen Series biz is leading somewhere...not sure of the destination and I haven't been able to perfectly articulate it's reasoning, but I'm riding this thing out.  Interior Specimens is just another step down the path.  A few thoughts swimming in my head in regards to this painting:  animals as objects, the need and passion for collecting, desire of ownership, intrigue with the exotic, and marrying interior and exterior. There's an odd romance about it all.

Interior Specimens, oil on wood, 48"x32", 2012

Snakes and a Deer Baby.

What is my idea of fun these days - creeping around in off-display specimen collections.  So that is how I spent my Tuesday this week...cruising through countless drawers and cabinets of animal skins and insects, taking pics of super rad stuffed mounts to use for reference, sketching, taking notes, and generally being in awe of my surroundings.  I even faced one of my most major fears...swimming snakes.  I didn't really see 'swimming' snakes per se but I saw tons of jars filled with snakes in liquid.  Same thing.  So I chose the gnarliest one and stared at it for as long as I could.  I even touched the jar but they jiggled around inside and I bailed.  Welcome to my snake-mare... 

Hey, you wanna see the opposite of a jar of snakes? 

 I named her Dalylah.

 I sketched Dalylah and forgot about the snakes.

The inspiration from visits like these follows me to the studio.  It's not just the specimens themselves that I find so fascinating, it's how they are arranged in these collection spaces that I can't seem to fully wrap my brain around.  It's what they are placed next to, the carts and cabinets that they are rested on or in, the overall oddness of their new existence that is so intensely intriguing. 

Below are the two works in progress I've got going.

 I still haven't figured out the allure of animal skin rugs.

I swapped out the jar of fish (although it was totally looking like a jar of baby birds) for a beetle.

Tiger. Skin. Rug. Who the hell thought of that?

 This is the beginning stage of a painting when...

you add this and....

 this.

Specimen Landscape In-Progress

The exploration of science continues...current topic:  preservation, conservation, and our obsession for collecting.  Below is stage one of what is now deemed, Specimen Landscape but that title may change to something snappier like Untitled #2...wait, make that Untitled #3 (no way am I having #2 in any title).  Like Untitled (Specimen Table), the subject matter is from the collections of Tulane's Biodiversity Research Institute and FW Museum of Science & History.  Sprinkle in the inspiration of 17th cent. Flemish dead game still lifes, Rare: Portraits of America's Endangered Species by Joel Sartore, the work of Lucas Johnson, and about one million hours of nature documentaries and you have yourself the workings of a goddamn science painting. 

48"x32", acrylic on wood

 TBRI, New Orleans, LA

 FWMSH, Fort Worth, TX

 study from FWMSH's collection

 TBRI, New Orleans, LA

Untitled aka Specimen Table - Finito!

Untitled, oil on wood, 32"x48", 2012

I referred to this painting as Specimen Table but it has now been christened, Untitled.  I was kicking around the idea of Skull Skunk Flower Ammonite Shrimp Jar Feather Rabbit but thought that to be too wordy.  Don't know how I feel about this one exactly.  I think I killed it a bit - lost all of the freshness that was there in the beginning.  It's a highly manipulated and sterile space which I find bland or cold or something but so is a table of once living beings that now act as objects.  Untitled is just another bridge to attempt to mesh my idea of art and science.

This book is a thing of beauty and a major source of inspiration.  It's goddamn delicious.  The Discovery of Nature...could there be a more overwhelming and head spinning topic?  Nature is the core of it all and wrapping my head around it and attempting to make art about it, even if it's tackling the tiniest branch, is wicked humbling.

American Youth Series

American Youth is a series of paintings depicting the experience of returning to live in my hometown of Fort Worth, Texas after being away for almost 10 years.  I've spent the better part of this year consumed  with it.  Every flat surface of the studio has been covered in Lincoln Logs, cap guns, wind-up robots and dinosaur figurines.  Grocery money was spent on thrift store toys and hours went by as I re-read the diaries I had written as a kid.  I climbed back into my childhood and now it's time to resurface.  I'm done with the series and the series is done with me.  So long cowboy...

  

 Jacks Landscape

oil on wood, 48"x32", 2012

Doll Landscape

oil on wood, 48"x32", 2012

 Dinos

oil on vintage wallpaper,13"x11", 2012

 Birds

oil on vintage wallpaper, 13"x11", 2012

 Guns

oil on vintage wallpaper, 13"x11", 2012

 Cowboys & Indians

oil on vintage wallpaper, 13"x11", 2012

Jacks

oil on vintage wallpaper, 13"x11", 2012

 Ode to the Joan Vollmer-William Tell Incident

oil on wood, 46"x34", 2012

Can Phone

oil on wood, 46"x34", 2012

 American Youth Airborne

oil on wood, 50"x34", 2012

 American Youth on Land

oil on wood, 50"x34", 2012

 American Youth at Sea

oil on wood, 50"x34", 2012

 Dino Cowboy Standoff

pastel, 8"x10", 2012

 Robo Wagon

embroidery, 8"x10", 2012

Pink Boot Convo

acrylic and pastel, 8"x10", 2012

Paintin' Like I'm Headed For Prison.

I try really hard to focus on one maybe two paintings at a time.  If not, I'd be up to my eyeballs in unfinished work.  Not only would I have enough material to build a small city from the half-done shite, but it would be a small city built of weird, completely random and poorly thought out ideas.  Wait...that's kinda like what my work is anyway.  So...having said that, I now find myself smack dab in the middle of three largish in-progress paintings.  I super promise to not start anymore.

***JACKS PAINTING PROGRESS****

Booooorrring.........

Awesomer.

***DOLL LANDSCAPE PROGRESS ***

This is the painting that will never end.  At this moment I feel it is very close to completion simply cuz I can't fit any more weird stuff into it.  Or can I?

***SPECIMEN TABLE PROGRESS***

Skrimp in jar -  beginning to make an appearance...check.  Skull...check.  Other stuff...getting there.

Science + Art = Friends

So apparently if I throw in the eye candy from the pics below, begin reading Origin of Species, watch  Charles Darwin and the Tree of Life, sprinkle in a skull, an ammonite fossil, some leaves, and include the inspiration of 17th century Dutch still lifes containing dead game...I get the beginning stages of a painting that looks exactly like the one above.

 Bouquet collected with my mom on Thanksgiving day.

 Studies I did from the Fort Worth Museum of Science and History's collection.

 Jar O Shrimp from Tulane Uni's Biodiversity Research Institute.

 A birthday flower given to me by my friend Carey.

Skunk study from FWMSH.

Doll Landscape Finished...Sike.

11/27/12

TA-DUH!!!!!  Seriously, this is done.  I know I've said that about this painting like 4 times but I super duper mean it this time.

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11/3/12

Dude...this thing was pulled from the finished pile...again.  I needed to add critters.  A garter snake, earthworm, mouse, monarch butterfly, redfish, and sparrow have now made an appearance.  Pics to follow....

****************UPDATED....AGAIN****************

Sometime in late Oct.

Okay dude, NOW...Doll Landscape.  Is.  Finished.  

Doll Landscape, oil on wood, 48"x32", 2012

 cha-ching

 Eames Chair

rotary

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10/15/12

I pulled the Doll Landscape from the finished pile.  I thought it was done but apparently it needed an Eames Chair and a rotary phone.  And you know what?  It's still not complete.  More to come... 

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9/17/12
Okay so here is the creepy doll baby-landscape painting also know as panel #1 from Fort Art.  I don't find her creepy anymore although you may beg to differ.

Doll Landscape, oil on wood, 48"x32", 2012

This is a landscape I've  had behind my eyelids since I was a child (sans doll baby) .  It's fully fabricated because it's not a place I've been before.  Maybe it's a combo of many places but when I first pictured it, I didn't have a lot of landscape experience.  The only other scenes besides Texas I'd witnessed were New Mexico, Colorado, Wyoming, and California - all in the summertime.